Reality!

Well, I had one big dose of reality today. I had to make a quick executive decision about something at work that has caused me a bit of distress. I wonder how we all interact in life with each other. Do we have fateful relationships, or just random circumstance? How do we effect each other, or should I say affect? Do we react, or act?

I know that I want to act rather than react. I want to have the realization of the moment, so that I can make choices rather just ride the wave of happenings with no choices. I have choices about how my life moves through all of it's moments. The good ones and the bad. Now if this all makes sense to you, I wonder if you are as nuts as me. Think about it.....

Is anybody out there??

Well, I am typing away with my new stress relief gloves on and they may be alright. I have been a bit testy of late; as my hands have gone into some sort of rebellion! They just hurt, and hurt and hurt! While I hate to admit that it is knitting that has been causing this painful hand thing I will have to shout it out! It's knitting that is causing this pain! Ugh, I have been working on some smallish kinda things and it has taken it's toll on my poor old hands. Size 2 needles and the yarn that goes along with it is well, just a pain in the hand! Ok, ok well enough whining off I go to knit some more, take good prescriptions to help me keep knitting, and try to ignore the inevitable trip to the Doctor. Of course there is knitting to do! ;-p